whell mait just go truth some galeris, and watch what other people make, and chat with people on this site, you will get encouraged befor next week, just get started with modeling something, i was in that faze before few weeks and i was thinking i whill never make some nice models, whell i didn`t make them even now but i am still fighting, this is ruff way too succes!! Try modeling soimething for start, and try with some tutorials, mail me your first render please too see what have you done!!!