did i sounded bitter? i was just doing a reality check...
you know, i myself would like to believe. I still have all those dreams myself... but, after all, i finish my business admin career this year(i hope) and im considering if i should totally forget the camera and maya as youth hobbys (decision which im sure ill most probably regret in the future) and, for example, get the licence as broker and invest other ppls money making good profits(wether they do or dont) without doing anything creative (or productive for that matter)... (who says that says take a work as clerk at pccity or other non artistic but slightly better paid, much more stable and with much less crunch time work...)



yeah, i know, im still on a dark mood...