ok adl. the first serious post of me in this thread.
I haven't seen my cousin for five years because she lives in poland. She stayed the last two weeks at my house because another cousin married. She had to drive home some hours ago....

I cried like a little baby...I couldn't stop and I am still crying.

The next time i will see her will be ... maybe... April next year.

I am really depressed now...I don't know what to do. I sit here and I am crying. I am listening to Trance songs on highests volume...my ears could explode but i don't care...music does not help at all...still crying.

Later I will meet a friend and we will go a bit clubbing...but I think this won't help...I hope I will be soon able to smile again.

help me adl....mate...

maybe come on icq..